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I like to think breaking the canary curse via dying in the void had some effects on Lizzie
#ldshadowlady#wild life smp#secret life smp#technically since she broke the curse there#trafficblr#smth smth breaking the curse means taking it upon yourself- smth smth the miners need a bird so they'll catch another one#I've been wanting to draw pink canary Lizzie ever since she broke the curse and the urge to combine void and shadow creature made me go ins#I wanted to draw BAM or as i would have caption them: Team Canary. But I had too many thoughts on Lizzie design so its just her#Can you tell I am very normal about Lizzie shadowlady? yes i draw her a lot and made her creature but thats normal behavior trust me trust#it was either canary seablings or aquatic seablings w/ whale Lizzie but idk how to work in whale so bird she is#my art#the whole breaking the curse means becoming the curse is very beast!wirt to me but its october so its fitting ig.
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so the current project im on might be split up to send us to another surveying project 4 hours south of here. we might find out tomorrow who's being sent away. i think they're going to decide based on who lives where.
anyway send good vibes my way that i'm sent on the project with the coworkers I like or that the project is pushed back a few months ❤
#im. mildly drunk.#i really like the people i work with and there are quite a few of them from near the area (ie from NY and NJ)#so i hope we all get sent together because i WILL cry if im left up here#like i like all my coworkers very much#but there are a select few where im like. please. im holding on by a thread.#and my mental health has been shit lately bc im not out#and basically being deadnamed and misgendered 24/7#but like. they help.#also im 90% sure i drunkenly came out to one of them#bc i blacked out when we went out drinking#but i remmber i was talking to him#and now he uses they/them pronouns w/ me#so probably?? i was stupid??#im also not a permanent employee of this crm company#so idk if they'll invite me back next year#and we only dig until the ground freezes#i like my crew lead at my other company! she's great#but like. idk. i hope they take me back. i like this company so much
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how to explain to your parents that you can't move back in with them because every time you're near them a big part of you buries itself and you're not sure how long that part can stay buried before its hidey hole becomes its grave?
...without offending them, of course
#eliot posts#last time i was forced to move back in w them was when the dorms closed for quarantine#and a part of me DID die then#and i think in those first 18 years i spent living with them so many parts of me died before they even had the chance to be born#they keep framing it as a generous offer. i won't have to pay rent AND they'll get me set up working oart time for my dad's friend#AND they'll replace my car with a newer one#but i do NOT fucking trust it#they act nice while i'm not living with them and am able to freely escape#but that niceness goes away once i have nowhere to go#like that's exactly what happened when i was forced back to them during quarantine#and how hard they're pushing this seems realllly sketchy#i told my mother i'd think about it (to get her off my back) and she said ''don't waste time thinking. just agree to it.''#like hellll no. i do NOT trust like that.#even my sister was trying to talk me into it which i don't get because she of all people should understand.#but anyway. i'm applying for jobs and looking at extending my lease. i am NOT going back there.#i just wish i could tell them that without getting yelled at and guilt tripped and talked to like i'm a stupid little baby.
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went on a lunch date recently where the guy like. didn't mention what job he did on grindr, just that he'd been working late etc, and then when i got there and mentioned it i asked what he did, and he was like "oh well i work for the police" and i was. immediately shut down, understandably
and later on i asked his opinions abt police brutality, police abuse rates, if he thinks the police should be abolished etc, and later was like, yeah, ethically this is a bad match
but idk like. when ppl tell me they're a cop or a gard (or in the military) on grindr i just block them from the off, bc it's like, well, you're cool w brutality, rape, and abuse, there's no reason you could or should be trusted with an intimate partner. and this guy had mentioned he followed me on twitter and didn't at all seem surprised by my open disgust for his profession, and idk if that was why he didn't mention it up front and thought i wouldn't make a big deal about it (as if) or if he just doesn't mention it to anybody
but i'm still so like ??
like my house has a very explicit no cops policy. if sb else brought their partner or brother or whatever to dinner and they were a cop, they would be told to fucking leave. as if i'm gonna fuck one myself
#musings#like idk man. there's ppl in my life who absolutely hold places of power in our carceral system#like. social workers or doctors and nurses or teachers or who work in politics etc#like all ppl who in diff ways have power and influence over others including their autonomy and agency#and you have to rely on your individual ethics in a fundamentally unethical society#but a COP???????#like even were it not for the personal safety aspect#even if your cop isn't from the offset a domestic abuser and rapist#they'll work w them? they are in a job that ultimately encourages complete dehumanisation of vulnerable ppl? and violence against them?#that rots your brain and your soul?#if they really had ethics they wouldn't be a cop in the first place
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My totally niche Veilguard fear is that, due to the choices not mattering and not being able to have a meaningful impact, for the Divine/Mage stuff they're just going to have a Codex entry that goes "Divine Victoria (undetermined) was assassinated in 9:48 Dragon after her politics after the Mage Rebellion (undetermined) caused upheaval and [Random Woman] was chosen as the new Divine and set everything back to the status quo". Like I can feel this happening in my fucking soul.
#dragon age#it's just the kind of shit they would do ok!!!#like 100%#they'll go no we don't want to bring characters back else we'll have to kill them heheheh then kill off characters/possible LIs off screen#which means that leliana will die and if leliana dies I DIE#(if we change assassinated by expelled i can work w this but I'll still be pissed)
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I can accept basically any trans/nb reading of Jon however my personal favorites are transmasc Jon who transitioned physically and socially as early as possible and just never mentioned it to anyone cause it wasn't any of their business OR Jon being the most repressed transfem/nb in existence. They'll be talking about gender or whatever and Jon will be like "it's normal to feel totally disconnected from your gender all the time and also vaguely want boobs. That's just a guy thing I think." only for whoever they're all talking to to go "wtf no?? It's not????"
#please don't make this about j//mart or martin#only jon reading I can't accept is cis#sorry I just don't see it#idk might just be projection#but I think jon has really complicated feelings about gender that they don't know how to articulate#and they're also super private so they just. never mention it.#actually love literally any depiction of jon where they had a super wild personal life (band/mechs!jon punk!jon w/e) that they don't think#is important to mention ever. but occasionally they'll drop some random detail completely casually and then not understand why everyone els#is confused#like. I think jon's childhood probably wasn't super wild beyond the mr spider stuff#and once they started working at the institute I think they tried to lean really really hard into the boring respectable academic aesthetic#but I think uni jon was either the most dull shut-in workaholic OR doing really weird shit between classes with no inbetween#look I have a lot of jonthoughts ok?#anyway I think it's plausible that uni!jon was briefly non-repressed#actually adding to that: jon likes to break in to places to Investigate Them is practically canon to me.#ok anyway sorting tags. yeah I'm maintagging my jon mental illness#jon sims#jonathan sims#tma#the magnus archives#trans jon sims#trans jonathan sims#edit to add my new jon gender tag#jonder
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Since it's summer and hot as fuck what ice cream, smoothie, and popsicle flavors would asoiaf characters like?
first of all yes it IS hot as fuck my god i have to walk like a mile to work (and a mile back obviously) and it always feel like so much longer because i'm walking along a busy street that has NO FUCKING TREES it's hell, there is never any goddamn cloud coverage, i smell so fucking bad by the time I get to work alksjdf
ANYWAYS.
Sansa - obvious answer here is something lemony, I think she'd really like a nice, sweet lemon sorbet
Arya - arya actually also likes lemons, but given she's younger and also Siblings Don't Like Copying Each Other, i think she'd like orange creamsicle stuff. like you know that new wendy's frosty? i think she'd bankrupt ned eating those
Robb - robb is a good boy and he likes rocky road because it's an easy flavor that everyone has no matter where they go but it's also Not A Boring Flavor so he doesn't look like a square
Theon - theon will tell everyone that he really likes pistachio ice cream (because nuts, yes he does always make ball jokes) but in actuality he's a lil instagram girlie and he goes fucking wild for those delicate flower flavored things like lavender, rose, hibiscus, etc, and no one but robb and sansa know
Tyrion - he strikes me as a rum flavor guy, I remember him commenting a lot on the taste of the ales and beers and how he likes them a lil thick, so I bet he'd love a thick rum ice cream smoothie that you gotta go crazy on the straw with
Stannis - he likes french vanilla. sometimes he adds a cherry.
Davos - this is me projecting but since he grew up poor, i'm giving him part of my grandma's life (lmao) where the Local Sweet Shop lets his mom bring home leftovers so he hates most common flavors now bc that was dinner BUT he goes ham on a regional flavor. you know like the superman flavor in the midwest or tiger tail in canada, hokey pokey in i think australia? something like that that's a swirl of three really weird flavors
Shireen - she goes for sundaaaaaes baby, she loves getting funky with it with Patchface. Every time they go in one of those ice cream shops where you can add a million toppings, she loses her mind and spends like $40 for the two of them
Brienne - Butterscotch and she gets so self conscious whenever people are like "isn't that just caramel" NO there's an important flavor difference!
Catelyn - something maple flavored that was really easy to get in the riverlands but because they don't have that sort of tree in the north, it's a rare treat.
#if you're like 'can't you take the bus' so there IS a bus i can take for that mile walk but the thing is i have a long commute#and after the mile walk i take another bus or train depending on the day. and i Do NOt Fucking Trust the bus on the mile walk#it is ALWAYS fucking late and some days it gets so packed they'll just blow past you at the stop so i usually don't risk it#because if i miss that bus/train connection i'm FUCKED i'm either showing up like half an hour late to work or shelling out for a lyft#PACE CTA METRA BOARD IF I CATCH YOU IN THESE STREETS#asks#anons#i answered this one bc i'm at work and the caffeine has NOT kicked in yet btw#that's a true story my great grandma worked at a local bakery and they let her take home the cakes#so my grandma ate cake for dinner for years and she fucking HATED sweets after that. she only ever liked oreos bc they were too expensive#so she never ate them as a kid. my grandma like davos was like. POOR poor and also religious w bad taste in men &that's why i love davos <3
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what you’ve got to understand about working conditions in education (and also other care-oriented careers) is that if they’re shit, two things are true at once:
that does not ever excuse being cruel to a kid, no matter what
until those conditions are fixed, education will continue to suck absolute shit
this is because when working conditions for teachers are really bad, many of the good teachers who recognize when they are reaching a point where they can no longer be the sort of teacher the kids deserve due to burnout WILL quit. they will do the responsible thing and go away for their own sake and the sake of the kids. and you end up stuck w a combination of new teachers who are trying their best but won’t last long, burnt out teachers who are trying their best but have nothing left to give and therefore aren’t very effective at actually teaching, and cockroach shitheads who take out their misery on the kids.
we have all had terrible experiences with bad teachers, many of them flat out traumatic, but for fuck’s sake please try to look at the systemic underpinnings of the problem for one minute. spitefully declaring that teachers don’t deserve good working conditions or even the right to complain about bad working conditions because ms. whoever in 5th grade was a bitch is only going to create more of her. if you want good teachers then we need an education system they can survive in
#i get so irritated w the post where like.#95% of it is a good post and then at the end op is like WAAAHHH teachers are complaining about burnout on my post about a bad teacher#like yeah no shit. if the field of education wasnt so hostile to everyone who works in it maybe they could have found a better teacher to#replace that motherfucker with. and then she would not be there to bother the kids any more.#as someone who Has had traumatic experiences w bad teachers.#its scary enough walking into a field i know is pretty much built to chew new teachers up and spit us out#hoping to be able to survive it long enough to do some good and be the kind of teacher i needed as a kid#without people acting as though it is some sort of crime for teachers to want. like. basic human dignity at work and enough money to survive#even people who are nominally pro-workers rights#you guys have no fucking idea how bad the situation is in schools right now#the reason bad teachers didnt get fired perhaps USED to be tenure#but nowadays its the fact that its rare for a school to be fully staffed *at all* bc so many teachers quit or died#so they'll hire and keep absolutely fucking anyone simply because the alternative is No Teacher. and an empty classroom#full of kids who wont learn anything except that the system doesnt even care about them enough to put a teacher in the room.#i have gotten job offers ON SIGHT from principals who know nothing about me and im literally not even legally qualified to teach yet#like before even telling them my name lmao#and im sure everyone else in town who expresses any interest in teaching whatsoever gets the same.
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it's honestly so heartwarming seeing kids realize they have to be gentle with a pet or a bug they're holding, and take exaggerated measures to try to be careful...
#it's not just seeing them try to measure their strength but like. seeing the reason for Why they'll try#it's just so sweet when the answer's just a very genuine ''i want it to trust me'' or outright ''i don't want to hurt it''#sighs. another reason people will say i'd be best working w young kids :'P#jestersvaguely
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#kirby#daily kirby#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#so we didn't get that house I mentioned a while ago but we *did* get the bigger apartment in the same complex our other partner is already i#*in#so it'll be a super easy move for them and they'll have time to settle in before they come get me next month#(before they left for the airport they asked me to look at apartments since they still hadn't heard back about this one)#(but when they got off the plane they had the apartment confirmed lol)#(it doesn't have a w/d but there's a big big tree by the porch)#(and they're already used to the laundry facilities there since. they already live there.)#(and it's a 2br so it's enough space for all 3 of us until my wife finds some kind of work)#(and then we should be able to afford a house rental -u- )#(I'm really hoping to be in an actual house before december!!)#(but no one can make any promises there.)
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i think people who ignore janitors are so evil. something about the upbringings or lives of people who don't wave don't say "hey how're you doing?" "thanks so much!" don't even LOOK at the people cleaning the spaces they're eating shopping sleeping urinating in is so hypothetically horrible in my mind. also while we're at it, give full-time sanitization workers in the u.s. 70k a year plus benefits to start.
#succ speaks#thinking abt w/e the hell the hs i moved to was & 'workers rights' ppl at my lac who actively ignore non-student workers on campus#every janitor and landscaper in the buildings and places i've worked + studied + lived in that i've talked to have been so cool#ESPECIALLY old people they're always so fun and smart and nice. they'll always have ur back too esp if u don't narc on them for dumb shit#<- like who CARES if the 67 y/o lady had an edible before her shift. she's cleaning the tables better than u could -_-#idek the loose schedules for the janitors in my new dorm building this semester btw. i've never actually seen anyone?#but someone is DEFINITELY cleaning floors here because it'd be painfully obvious if they weren't. my class+sleep schedules prob conflict
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me @ the online casino
#Babe i am sooo sorry i refused you i was so wrong babe please come back#Ok no jk im gonna contact them guys sorry😔but atp i dont wanna actually work w then#I just hope they'll give me a test assignment & pay for it if no then alas
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Thinking of opening ko-fi pokemon doodle requests again if I don’t get any commissions soon..... would ppl be interested?? 👉👈
#I promise I won't take too long this time!!#the reason the last batch of doodle reqs took me several months is bc I accepted too many ;_;#this time i'll only be working on a limited amount w/c i'm comfortable with!#also for a higher price this time bc I realized that I do put a lot of work on the doodles#idek why i'm still calling them doodles but yeah they're not exactly something I do w/in minutes tbh#they'll still be more affordable than my comms tho! so don't worry ;w;#bam blabs
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why don't i have a gf or a partner yet it's a mystery 🤔😔 <- voice of a woman who avoids human contact whenever possible and doesn't socialise and is ugly and unsettling to look at and would rather die than make the first move or actually initiate flirting with anyone
it's a big mystery guys
#i feel like the stereotype is that butches should be confident and always make the first move w people#and know how to flirt and make ppl fall for them#but i am autistic and idk how any of this works#plus i genuinely am not physically attractive and i know this. i am aware of this#and it makes it hard to want to make a move on anyone bc i'm worried they'll be grossed out#or even feel threatened bc i am kinda large and masculine#and the last thing i wanna do is make someone uncomfortable#so i will never be the first one to make a move#but also BECAUSE i'm ugly and awkward nobody is gonna make a move on me either#so i just am stuck like this forever#dgmw i don't mind being single and i like the freedom of it#but sometimes the fomo is so real lol
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might get a second job 🤪
#gonna offer to go back to my old school/daycare to close after i get off work at my main job 🥳#bc my evil supervisor and my replacement are both quitting lol#and my old job is on my way home from work from my new job which i love and wouldn't want to leave#but i'm off by 3:20-3:30 there and the other place closes at 5:30#so i could easily stop by at 4 and stay to close on my way home from my other job#and get some more hours and see the kids and coworkers i miss#without being at the mercy of insane management or really dealing w the crazy office politics lol#and it pays way more per hour too which is nice#it would be a really long day but i need the money and i love the kids sm#plus closing is easier bc the kids start going home at 4 so there's less of them the longer it goes on#obviously it will still be hard work and i might not be able to manage it for long but im going to try it#if they'll rehire me which i'm p sure they will bc they're literally desperate and its not like i was fired or did anything wrong#so ❤️#things are looking really hopeful rn fr!!!#this has been a shitpost
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Struggling so hard to make the designs for the performing dragons im not that smarttt
#dragon lore theyre probably aliens. i mean all the species are since thats not earth but theyre alien aliens#everyone agrees theyre not one of the Intelligent Species but theyre cool i mean we dont even see them that much#theres no humans in this setting but the dragons have human hands and feet#and leg wings#it works thats not the part of their design im struggling with#idk how their symbiosis w the rainforests work yetttt#also a group of dragons is called a performance. but also a group of dragons is only two. you'll only ever see dragons in a pair#and during their performance#nobody knows what the fuck those are for. fight for territory? sex dance? theyre bored? how it works is that theyll meet on a clearing#(not sure if the animals arrive first or if theyre already there waiting for them)#and then they'll get up in two legs and dance! kinda#its like half dance half pretending to be the other's mirror but no ones quite sure who's mirroring who#the loser gets eatenn i think#they also have big ass crests tgat are giving me so much pain and grief and these change color like octopus skin#i need my pc please please please please#talk tag#rouxinol
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